Today was a special day at some point of my life. It was significant. And the reason why doesn’t really matter anymore.
I feel like it should be weird I don’t talk to my ex husband anymore. Or it should be weird that we’re not friends but honestly, it doesn’t feel weird at all. That bond or connection we had before is completely gone and besides asking him if he has something of mine or information I need for documents that happened in our old life I find no reason to talk to him and I’m totally okay with that.
It should be weird to stop talking to someone you’ve talked to every single day since you were 17, shouldn’t it? For some reason for me, it’s not. I guess I’m one of the lucky ones.
Lucky if you consider the fact that my ex husband was creeping around behind my back and lying to my face and turning into some monster I didn’t know over the span of a year thanks to someone he claimed he “saw as a little sister” then dates her after you file for divorce even though she’s in her own country now and to find out shortly after he moves to her country like you can just do that or something.
You seriously don’t know how shady or how stupid people can really be until you divorce them.
I don’t even hate him anymore. I don’t hate her either. They deserve each other.
This year, is my year and I refuse to let them take another year of my time after the two they already took.
I have a legitimate family to take care of and legitimate legal business to handle.
I’ve been watching YouTube videos based on watercolor. Peoples speed sketches and tutorials. Finding out that I can in fact watercolor my Frozen adult coloring book. Like, that’s awesome news. Buuuuut, I kinda wish I had watercolor pencils to work with since it would be easier than working with gel watercolor paints and making a mess. But who knows, maybe the mess will be fun. I figure it’ll help me practice getting the hang of it all before I start my own sketches and stuff.
Speaking of my family…
Jane is begging to be fed. Cat diets are such a struggle when they give you sad eyes. Sigh.
How can you say no to that face?!