Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?

Today last year was Easter.

I have a super private “blog” app I keep on my phone that I only write in when either something makes me incredibly sad or angry. I hardly post any happy things in there but lately I have been. So there’s been more happy posts and happy screenshots going on. I have a tendency to go back and read these posts as a I wonder what I was doing one year ago today thing. I did this a lot with my LiveJournal’s back in the day too.

Nick had said we’d go to Disney; it has been a thing I do — spend Easter at Disney. But the night before he had stayed up late gaming with his friends like stayed up till 7am gaming as he had been the whole week and weeks before that. Knowing his pattern, him sleeping that late meant he wasn’t going to get up until 3pm the next day and no matter how I asked he wouldn’t put that into consideration.

So when Easter Day came around I was obviously pretty pissed off about it. I remember being upset and tired of this shit — I hate empty promises and I hate liars. It was pretty much a month and a half of pent up irritation.

He walked over, grabbed me and slammed me into the couch pinning me down screaming at me to quit acting like a child. No matter how hard I tried to kick him or if I tried to push him off he would just tighten his grip and keep screaming at me. It gave me a massive panic attack that he told me to get over.

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Food | Snack Review; Peeps Oreo


I just realized how long it’s been since I wrote anything about food on this blog.

I decided to review these Peeps Oreo’s.

I’m a sucker for limited edition snacks and I always seem to buy into them but I never end up reviewing or talking about them — which is strange. I don’t know why I have a habit of doing that.

Oreo’s aren’t really my jam unless they’re the Lemon ones, I don’t know what it is about Oreo’s, I just don’t really dig them too much. But they keep coming out with these LE flavors that just keep sucking me in. I mean just LOOK AT THOSE COLORS.

I’m not too much of a fan of Peeps even though I am a fan of marshallow. But there’s something about Peeps that’s just… I don’t know, weird. Though I was hoping that the marshmallow + Oreo cookies would be a nice combo.


The filling is a bright pink color incased in two golden cookies.

I wish I could tell you what it tastes like because in my opinion, the Oreo as a whole didn’t taste like anything.

I know some people were saying it’s so good and other people were saying it’s gross but I personally didn’t taste anything other than the cookies. The filling to me had absolutely no taste to it.

All in all this experience was a bit disappointing.





Weekly Recap; Feb 12-Feb 18

I was suppose to spend Valentines Day weekend in Dallas with my boyfriend but I ended up missing my flight because I booked it on the wrong day. Yeah. That’s never happened before. It’s never happened that I didn’t check and double check either. The last few weeks have just been so stress filled that I haven’t been paying attention. I was pretty crushed because Valentines Day was pretty much ruined thanks to me. So I was feeling pretty disappointed at myself and down.

So I did a little bit of shopping, even though it didn’t really make me feel better. Penny ended up getting me even more stuff for Valentines Day. And surprisingly he managed to get my gift to me the day before Valentines Day!

My mom sent me a bunch of Lavender things to help me relax and ease my anxiety. I finished reading Scarlet by Marissa Meyer finally and loved it! I finished Cinder last year and it took me forever to get back into reading. I’m currently working on Cress now and I’m not enjoying it as much but it just started. I also got my Feb Graze box and I’m most excited about these two snacks I got!

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A day in the life…!

I know I’ve been super awful at blogging lately. I think I need to change my theme, it’s just not inviting enough for me. I know, super weird but whatever. In my defense, I’ve been crazy busy with work. I try to take as many pictures as I can so if I do blog at least I won’t bore you all with words.

I sort of discovered these new apps called Vine and Keek. They’re like instagram (sort of) but for videos. The cool thing about Vine is that it’s like a stop and go video but there’s no audio, which sucks. And with Keek, it’s legit like a 36 second YouTube video with audio. I wish Vine had audio!

So since I was doing a “a day in the life” video with Vine, I decided to do one with pictures too! This is pretty much how my every single day goes…


  1. Up at 10:30AM — snacking on an Uncrustable (only in strawberry!) while doing blog work
  2. Getting ready for work. I’ve been reaching for my LORAC Unzipped palette a lot this week.
  3. I’ve also been obsessed with my new Nivea lip balm in Raspberry Rose. Tastes exactly like a raspberry Starburst. Exactly.
  4. Swifty speed walk to the bus stop.
  5. Struggled with my work locker.


It’s been beautiful here in Orlando the last few days… as it usually is when you’re stuck at work lol.

I usually get a little upset when I’m away from home in the spring time. It means I don’t get to spend Valentines Day, Easter or my birthday with my family which isn’t a huge huge deal at home but it means no Easter basket from my mom in the morning (yes I still get an Easter basket, don’t hate!) or flowers on Valentines Day from my mom. Yes, she likes to spoil her little girl with things like that (and she’s already confirmed I’m always going to be her little girl no matter how old I am. It’s because I’m short isn’t it?!). It’s the girls first Easter too and I’m sad I couldn’t be home to hide treats around the house for all 3 of them to find. I miss Snow girls so much. And Chammy Bear. I miss Cocoa too, but not as much as the other two. Sorry Cocoa lol.

But I did get this package in the mail yesterday!



Mom sent over a package of things for Easter (: she asked me what I wanted and I told her I didn’t know, surprise me lol. I’m pretty happy with what she sent. I was craving Filipino snacks this week so yay for that! The best part about coming from NorCal is that we have all sorts of Asian foods and snacks everywhere. It’s hard being here in Orlando where majority of the people don’t even know what a Filipino is. Or where we come from. I don’t think I’ll ever really get use to the culture shock I get every time I live here lol.

Ah, it’s that time of the day again… where I have to get ready for work. Til next time! Hope you all had a fantastic Easter!