It’s really no secret that I SUCK AT GOALS this year.
BUT that won’t stop me from making them! Cause at SOME POINT on this journey I’ll get my driven, busy, GET EVERYTHING DONE — TODAY attitude back. And until then, the most I can do is give myself something to encourage myself to get up and make a difference.
Healing is hard y’all.
⇢ Clean out fridge
⇢ Sort kitchen
⇢ Put up Fall stuff
⇢ Organize closet
⇢ Organize bedroom (more)
⇢ Properly re-set up zen corner
⇢ Mop living room
⇢ Exchange unwanted B&BW Fall scents/products
⇢ Do returns/exchanges for Kohls, Macys, etc…
⇢ Work on buying Christmas gifts
⇢ BAKE SOMETHING
⇢ Finish October TBR (FINISH WINTER FOR THE LOVE OF GOD)
⇢ Prep Christmas/Dec posts/videos
⇢ Work on NaNoWriMo
⇢ Try 3 new places
I’m not going to overachieve and try to do things I know probably won’t happen but instead do things that SHOULD be happening REGARDLESS that I know my OCD will find reasons to NOT do.
I can’t believe how fast Sept and Oct flew by and that I technically have to put up my Halloween/Fall stuff now!
I wish I could blog more about my feelings or my day. I don’t know what stops me all the time… it use to be my jam! And it’s not like this blog has any particular purpose besides me recording my life. I noticed I stopped blogging on hazearella because I guess I’ve outgrown the blogger layout. I wish it was on WordPress but I don’t want to go through the headache of switching everything over — especially the domain. I’m thinking of starting over with a new name, I’m just not sure what! The pressures of Instagram can be very influencing though, I’ll admit that. And the fear of starting over completely is scary AND THIS IS WHY I DONT HAVE A SUCCESSFUL BLOG OR CHANNEL CAUSE I KEEP STARTING OVER! Even though I don’t have THAT many followers on that blog itself. SIGH. I don’t know.
Maybe I’ll just move everything to WordPress, keep the name and suck it up. And if I do end up starting over completely it probably won’t be until January.
But here’s to hopefully a month of catching up, finishing up and getting ready for Christmas and a brand new year.