Sometimes I really hate iPhones

It all started when my iPhone force updated; I personally hate doing iPhone updates. For one, I barely ever have any memory because I hoard photos, screenshots and videos like no ones business. Which makes my life difficult in general since I use my phone for pretty much everything — social media, taking product shots, vlogging and editing my videos. So to add on iPhone constantly asking me if I want to update… well it just irritates me. I hit “remind me later” for like months. I pretty much don’t update my iSO until I upgrade my phone lol!

So it force upgraded one night which freaked me the hell out cause it did the whole “Welcome!” “Set up your iPhone!” bitch what? My iPhone is already set up! Thankfully after that screen was gone all was well. Nothing was deleted, nothing was missing. Whew.

Then the other day it asks me if I want to import my photos to my cloud. Normally when I get a new phone I start it as a new phone just to keep my photos organized. I always answer this question wrong for some reason. So I hit yes.

Well… it decided to download every picture on my cloud since 2013 on my current phone. ALL FUCKIN 23K OF THEM. Yup. So my phone was madd heating up and constantly binging with the “error, you have no more memory” shit again. I decided to reverse this awful idea and in the process I LOST ALL MY PICS FROM AUGUST AND SEPTEMBER but somehow it kept my favs from 2013? Fuckin really?!

I literally don’t understand the optimize feature for photos when it comes to the iPhones and the folders when I go in to transfer them to my laptop are confusing as hell (some folders have ONE PHOTO IN IT, why. Just why.) and I never know how to fix it.

So here I am, with a whole month and a half worth of photos missing, other photos scattered and other photos from 2013 on my device.


So yeah, I’m pretty stressed out right now.

I think once it hits October I’m going to just wipe my phone and redo everything cause this shit is a mess. And I wanna just cry.

OCD probs.

Fuckin sucks.


Music Monday | Spend My Life with You by Eric Benet & Tamia

I couldn’t find the actual video, booo! And there’s another version I really like but I don’t remember who Benet was with in that one.

Cold days do things to me, like I mentioned in a previous blog. Today is one of those things. I woke up in a bit of a bad mood this morning and I’ve been avoiding conversation for the majority of the day.

Ironically I turned on my Spotify and ended up listening to my Slow Jams playlist. It’s mostly songs from the AOL days. The AOL days when it was cold and winter-y and I’d sit in chat rooms with my friends and we’d stay up talking about nothing really at all and messing with our progs or singing songs. Those were the days before Facebook and Twitter. Before MySpace when you would actually hold a legit conversation with someone on the internet and not just post something on their “wall” or “tweet” them something and they see it when they see it. Not that I have anything against Twitter but I just feel like even though nowadays we have all of these ways to “connect” with people, we’re not really connecting with anyone. If that makes sense.

I don’t feel like I’m having a conversation with someone when we post back and forth on their wall. I don’t feel that sense of company that I had back when instant messaging was the thing.

This wasn’t what this entry was suppose to be about lol. It was suppose to be about a completely different topic but it’s cool, maybe I’ll save that for next week cause this topic was pretty important for me to get out too.